I used to hate my job, so I’d blog as a terrific narcissistic, exhibitionist time-sucker...

I hadn't felt the need to share Minutia. I used to hate my job, so I'd blog as a terrific narcissistic, exhibitionist time-sucker. Now, I'm actually challenged, for once.

Hanukkah is coming on early and I've been busy, not "busy". I needed to buy presents and started with something for my parent's 45th wedding anniversary which is this Friday. Roses, I ordered lots of them... I love to send blossoms their way. Flowers makes them smile. It works on me too.

There's really no reason to worry. Sometimes, I have to hide my love away and move forward, day to day, in silence. Boys call sometimes and sometimes I pick up. I'm not boring, not even a little bit. So many things I can't say because of the accidental audience. With my new career focus I hadn't even thought about things, but I always go back to nostalgia, Madonna and Barbara Walters.

Spent the turkey feast with close friends and we chose to be together, that's always unique. the weekend I spent in my solitude. I needed a break after performing till 2am. DJ-ed in a good bar on Thanksgiving night and got a dose of exhibitionist worship with a splash of, "girl, you rock!" and "we want to take you home tonight!" I turned the people on and that was very good...

I'll be busy every day and night for the next few weeks so I'm glad I saved up some "alone time". Caught up on sleep. I read for hours, purchased yellow flowers, harnessed love powers. I've been haunted, undaunted, romanced and danced with. It was beautiful, it was wicked, it was wateva...