It's cold and I feel it from my heart to my bones. I know there is something I can't see but I can feel it when its gone. I went to the dentist because a filling fell out and she called me sweetheart and brushed me with her legs and arms. It was the first time in over a month that I felt tenderness; I felt cared for. How sad is that? My dentist gave me comfort and I don't see comfort in the horizon but I know I want it.
Its a chilly autumn day outside and the warmth I felt was from my dentist. A brave and sentimental one; I made it all the way home to Brooklyn. I closed the front door to my building but I didn't even make it up the stairs to my apartment before the tears streamed over my face. I wish I was coming home to a human who is warm and kind but there is no one here but my pets.
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